in vanity ep​(​2007)

by Killings In Fashion

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recorded at the FightClub/Exchange Studio between 2000-2007
released on Aberdeen Cartel Recordings 2007
re-released on Machines Make Better Lovers 2010

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released 01 June 2007
Sheldon James, Rod Hart, Tyler G.

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Track Name: we were models
(voice right channel)
wouldn't you
rather be
some where
better than
here
wouldnt you rather be somewhere better than here

(voice left channel)
wouldnt you rather be
somewhere else
some better place
somewhere where you were happy with yourself
and happy with where you were
someplace where you were happy
some place
better
some place better than where you are
some place better than
here
there has to be some place better than here
im sick of these walls
im sick of looking around
im sick of looking in this mirror and seeing myself
im sick of what i look like
im sick of who i am
im sick of fucking everything
sounds of the world rushing by me
as i stand in one spot
unable to filter out a single noise
being crushed by the fall of a leaf
driven mad by a scrap of paper
rustling across the room
unable to continue beyond the simplicity of music
and the depth of myself
which is a hole i dig for myself
only to be buried in loathing and lack of trust
for no one ever again
without proof that everyone dies only once
and never is truly alone
beside themselves in the mirror
is the image that haunts them
wondering which world i am in currently
and how well i can manage
if i am in the wrong
let's all wish we we're models
as they are perfect and
we should tailor ourselves to fit gods image
which is why they are called models
Track Name: thief
i want you to steal for me
take my heart away
theres times when im by myself
that my heart makes me afraid
it starts to wander
it starts to stray
and I think that if you stole it
then you could make me stay
in love with you
keep me in love with you
ill be in love with you
please steal my heart
I want you to steal for me
take my heart away
I can feel it grow impatient
strings tug and want to stray
so hurry steal for me
make sure thats what you take
but please treat it gently
for hearts can easily break
in love with you
keep me in love with you
ill be in love with you
please steal my heart
i want you to believe in me
when my convictions start to sway
cause if you do then my heart is yours
forever forever
to take
thief
Track Name: damaged goods
oh so young you should be so innocent
but youre such damaged goods theres no way i'd forget
do you cut yourself for attention
cry all the while your in heaven
i suppose you love my affection
i love the scars on your wrist

give me a chance to
and i will damage you
beyond repair
there's no hope for her

oh so shiny you should be brand new
but youve been places
yes your definetly used
did you say you took that whole perscription
cried just loud enough to let me listen
perfection no she definetly isnt
she just feeds my addiction

give me a chance to
and i will damage you
beyond repair
theres no hope for her
Track Name: vanilla skin
vanilla skin it should taste of innocense
and even though thats not the truth
in a sense it is
how quickly i fell for her
it seems i sank inside of her
i hope i wont drown
drown in her vanilla skin
i know ill be accused of having hasty judgement
i know there are moments wed both rather forget
i know neither one of us is innocent
i fear your vanilla skin and sinking into it
vanilla skin
im so infatuated
is she for real tell me that shes real
tell me quickly before i feel
guilty i dont want to feel guilty
but im lonely
and i dont want to feel lonely anymore
i know ill be accused of having hasty judgement
i know there are moments wed both rather forget
i know neither one of us is innocent
i fear your vanilla skin and sinking into it
vanilla skin
Track Name: wrap my heart in serrated wire
i watch as she goes
Track Name: conversations asphyxiate
as i count those steps to you
and race toward harder for us both
i check my pulse the rushing
of my heart i can not beat you home
i out of breath my way in
the conversation asphyxiates
before i can help to put some
lfe in it with breath oh no
i fear the walk home alone
i fear not having you my tether
my lifeline keeping me in line
i fear my thoughts without you
i fear the drinks ill drink
in the name of heartbreak
my heart aches alone
im afraid i fear everything
i fear my thoughts without you
i fear my thoughts without you
i fear my thoughts
i fear my thoughts without you
without you i fear my thoughts
am i making sense to you
the look on your face says your bored
doubting my guess
this race was over
from the start i could not let you go
and i cant impress my way in
the conversation dies
you made this harder on us both she shouts
to put a knife in us our death oh no
i fear the walk home alone
i fear not having you my tether
my lifeline keeping me in line
i fear my thoughts without you
i fear the drinks ill drink
in the name of heartbreak
my heart aches alone
im afraid i fear everything
i fear my thoughts without you
Track Name: king of liars
i should not lead you to believe
that my heart ended suddenly
for i knew that it was before she knew it was
isnt that the danger of love
she she was wildfire
burning through her hearts desires
and i knew that she was before she knew that she was
isnt that the danger of love
i could not forget her so quickly
i tried and the lies came easily
and i knew that i was before she knew that i was
isnt that the danger of love
when you base desirable traits
on someone who made your heart break
than love becomes endless mistakes
isnt that the danger of love
hoo hoo so what if she doesnt(so what if she doesnt)
love you youll just find another(youll just find another)
huh hu im such a good liar(your such a good liar)
haa ha im afraid i still love her(no you dont love her)
boohoo quit your crying(quit your crying)
you know its a waste of time(you waste your time)
youll never lay beside her(no one does)
unless you become the king of liars(youre a fucking liar)
hoo hoo so what if she doesnt(so what if she doesnt)
love you youll just find another(youll just find another)
huh hu im such a good liar(you fucking liar)
haa ha im afraid i still love her(you fucking liar)
she was my untouchable girl(you fucking liar)
walking round in her perfect world(you fucking liar)
back straight and head held high(you fucking liar)
she was the queen of liars
Track Name: hate fills the sea
oh how i would love to
spit my word right at you
pouring out the truth
an ocean from my mouth
but that seems far to simple
it would overflow to quickly
i want you to suffer
suffer slowly
so bleed whore bleed
bleed enough to fill the sea
cause that sea is sick see
cant you see it writhe
cant you see it seethe
its thick and red with loathing
whitecaps crest its a foaming
tidal wave
thats my hate
for you
its all for you
my ocean full of hate
tell me again how you know me
offer you a sacrifice for me
i spit at your foul flesh
i want no part of it
did you think that you could have me
did you
fucking did you
bleed bitch bleed
when your body decays
i will be ok
when your body decays
bleed bitch bleed
i will be ok
ill be just fine
so bleed bitch bleed
bleed enough to fill the sea

god damn it what the fuck do you want from me
knew i wouldnt grow to be exactly as you wanted me
god damn it cant take it when you lie to me
look me in the eye and tell me that you never loved me
now im over understanding your beliefs
just gotta find a way for you to get release
and to me the only option left is to bleed
have screaming please baby
maybe beggin on your knees

she she looks at me with eyes
that beg forgiveness
but i i am wise to this deception
see she she cant disguise shes a whore
and only whores drop to their knees eyes and beg
so heartlessly i spit into those beggars eyes
bleed until youve been bled dry
bleed enough to fill the sea
watch the crimson waters rise
remember that you bleed for me
Track Name: useless entertainers
my weakness is beautifulness
but its strenght only holds me for a few seconds
then im gone onto the next distraction
forgetting we ever had any interaction
so hold me only if you can
forever oh how i wish you would
die for me
you should die for me
please die for me
so hold me only in your dreams
forever hold me till i seem
dead to you
i must be dead to you
i must be dead to you
i must be dead to you

i look left an i look right but uh
i dont like it much such is life
life is such a mothafucka lately
i been on a day trip mind a spaceship
outerspace mind gone out of placement
gotta place it back runaway running back
cant seem to figure out spinnin out rhyming backwards
gotta handle that naw i dont cancel that
call it off keep it awkward like tilt camera
dont pause for nothing nothing started
quick departure from this sick new project
gotta flip it on em something different every onset
new slaughterhouse killing fashion
common outro new starter crowd
but fuck if thisll last us
mind slowly crumbles
gotta start from scratch again
soon to be collapsin
then its back to the drawing board
which use to be the pad and pen
and no drawing board
but we some useless entertainers
Track Name: charismatic suicide
charisma sparkles when im with her
sucks me dry till i am empty
i cant see myself with her
i cant fill myself like her
did i just lose something pretty
i just lost something pretty
too many thoughts about
suicide is not aloud
so say it say it say it loud
i will not end my life tonight
who will remember me
Track Name: i scream, softly
rely on me
please die on me
or let me die on you
dont look at me
i tell loudly
into the crowded room
dont you fucking look at me
theres nothing here you want to see
attention is everything to me
so youd better be looking youd better be
please look at me
i scream softly
into the empty room
try to rely on me
dont you die on me
never let me die on you
cause that bullet would taste so sweet
the lazy razor cuts so deep
mercifull pills steal the breath from me
but that hanging scene still seems ugly
i hope no one i love is listening
oh dont let them be listening
hopefully someone i love is listening
and hopefully they love me